Vulgarities?.. i hate to use.. and i think that some time people have this kind of knowledge and when they are really pissed.. all they can think in their mind is scolding the person vulgarities..
That was the pass...


Hi i have decided to post all the things that i have been feeling about what my eldest brother have been doing that have really pissed me off big time...and you might be thinking.. how about the good thing.. your brother is not that bad..

i will answer..
Another fool

I have learn in my own family, that you can never really know a person unless your staying with him for a long period of time..

i have posted at may 13 and that is not the 1st case..

Recently..i have been stretching my limits to endure his crap and nonsense
Cause the SOTM(sermon Of The Mount)

However i think that as i get better , he is trying to take advantage of my goodness ,by being a more Unreasonable and self-fish person..

Yesterday i just switch off the laptop that me and my second bro shared(paying) and wanted to go to the computer to do my blogskin..(so it won't be that laggy)
My eldest brother came home and said : I want to use the computer
I said i just started using this.. why not you use the laptop?

notice i offered him to use the laptop

He replied.. the laptop is you and ah hwee share one.. you use the laptop i use the desktop

Now you must be thinking ... who bought the desktop?

My super nice relative Da Jie bought it for us as house warming gift..
Notice Bought it for US

The desktop is not my eldest brother's... cause i am trying to endure.. i said ok wait
and i log off my account in the desktop and went to the laptop

Today! at home in my room..
i wanted to go and take a bath.. so i pulled the tower which i usually throw over on the chair..
that eldest brother said why must you hang it here?
I replied i always do it..
then he said next time hang it some other place la

Notice again IN MY ROOM! I HAVE THE RIGHTS OVER MY ROOM!


I did not want to argue , so i went away and bath
Then when he is switching off the computer ( seems to be)
cause he is switching off the screen and the speakers
i said your done?
then he say no,i am botting
i said but i want to play
he say no i want to bot and complete the quest
i said back but then i want to play (in a damn nice manner)
He raise his voice and yelled a little back .. What you want now?!!
i said I did not say what i want
then he said in a hostile manner you sound very Buay song!
actually i want to argue back
but i said *sign* forget it
He replied in a arrogant manner as if he have won ,Forget it Good !
DAMN HIM MEN!
Such an Idiotic person

anyway the MIO is paid by me and my er ge and my mum
that person who is wasting the resource of the earth did not chip in a single cent
i can just disconnect the network and discontinue him using it,, i can just make it link to the laptop only....but i didn't




1 word can never really say what kind of a person he is
cause his
SELFISH
IRRITATING
ARROGANT
RETARDED
CHILDISH

Much more just that i do not wanner say something so bad about him
ALL HE KNOW IS YELL AND FIGHT
What else he know? those dumb knowledge that he always try to showoff infront of US!?

i am ill and his doing this to me >.<

GET a life.. and Get out of my life!~


ADD ON ~ at2.57am

i saw viewing around people's blog when i saw Shamus's blog... its a dead blog have not been updated since last year..

and i saw one that he titled brotherly love

brotherly love
(as of below is a copy paste from shamus blog)

haiz..i think this post-up is for all people who *dislike* their brother....well..it all started yesterday when i got the computer...well i was using when he came in and said that i needed to study..then he closed everything. i wouldn't be pissed if he said he wanna use..the thing is that he said he I NEEDED TO STUDY..don't get me wrong..i know i need to study cause i have exams..but what about him during o'levels? i told him to study but he said he needn't study..HE IS SO CRAFTY..i pointed that out and guess wat? wOw.."i finished studying already..." well..although i was pissed(u wouldn't wanna know how i reacted but dun u worry cuz i didn't fight with him..people who wanna know what i did please ask YJ), some counselling from my da-ge and a verse that popped out.."if a person says that he loves GOD, and yet he hates his brother, he is a LIAR." and that was it..it really punched me in the heart..still pain u know..hah..yea..and of course I'm still angry but i have to except it..HE IS MY BROTHER.ppl..love ur brother as u love yourself. solemn post i guess..but this is just a lesson for everyone. bye!!!


haiz.. see what?
i feel that God is challenging me..to forgive my brother for his nonsense.. but i really find it so hard..i have thoughts of leaving this house again... hmmm... i am having a mixed feeling right now....

Why did i see shamus blog?
can't be mere coincident?
i usually view er jie's blog and only view peng ru's blog as it have been updated with picture..

I will end here and i hate being used by people =(