Today after EMERGE service.. i was on my way home with my mum on the train...I don't feel like going home... i wonder why... this have became something that even my body is repelling .....

I thought... what is in my house that i won't want anymore..?..

i guess its those messy scene in my house..

do you know how it feel whenever you returns home, and all you see is just a sea of mess?... i don't know what you all think about me.. but i think i am someone who really cannot stand untidiness...And its not that i does not clean my house up...I always clean up the mess .. and new mess kept appearing

It just make me feel so sick of my house...Someone in my house is really selfish if you know who i am talking about...Good food? they will just eat it all and leave a small portion for me...

Even those things that my mum bought home..

My mum don't get to eat it... because of someone selfish...

I does not know why... but i have been having really bitter feeling about my household....

What made me into a person like that?... i don't know....

cause.. it seems like no one care anymore... no one care anymore if i am well or not..