I FUCKING HATE MY BROTHER

FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NORMALLY I DON'T POST VULGARITIES !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BUT NOW I AM FUCKING PISSED AND FUCKING ANGRY!!

FUCK HE WENT ON A FEW DAYS TRIP TO MALAYSIA TO HAVE FUN!
YOU FUCKING CAME BACK AND IS PISSED OFF WITH EVERYONE!

HERE IS WHAT HAPPENED
WHEN I CAME HOME AFTER A TIRED DAY OF WORK , I WENT INTO MY ROOM WANTING TO USE MY LAPTOP, HE ASK ME TO GET OUT OF MY ROOM TO USE THE LAPTOP!
I WAS FUCKING PISSED SO I BANGED MY LAPTOP AND YELLED FUCK
I FELT UNJUSTIFIED BECAUSE EVERY TIME WHEN I AM TIRED AND HAVE TO SLEEP MY BROTHERS WILL BE USING THE COMPUTER IN THE ROOM !
DID I ASK THEM TO GET OUT?
NO
I DID NOT!
AFTER I YELLED FUCK HE CAME UP TO ME AND I SAID WHY DO I HAVE TO LEAVE WHEN YOU ALL DON'T LEAVE THE ROOM WHEN I SLEEP?!

HE CAME UP TO ME AND FUCKING SLAP ME
FUCK HIM
WTF IS WRONG WITH HIM!?

NOBODY SLAP ME BEFORE, NOT EVEN MY MOTHER !

HE SLAPPED ME AND MY MOTHER CAME IN SHE TRIED TO STOP HIM
AND I YELLED TO MY MUM TO CALL 999

HE KEPT YELLING THINGS LIKE I JUST WANTED TO GET SOME SLEEP
WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU? IF YOUR TIRED EVEN IF YOUR ON A SUNNY BEACH YOU WILL FALL ASLEEP IN A SPLIT SECOND!

MY MUM WAS SO UPSET SHE CRIED ! SHE WAS UPSET THAT MY BROTHER SLAPPED ME. I WAS CRYING SO BAD I FELT REALLY BAD A BOUT MY LIFE!

HE WENT TO THE LIVING ROOM AND SMASHED A EXPENSIVE ANTIQUE CHAIR!


DON'T THINK THAT ALL THE TIME THAT YOU DID SOMETHING BAD TO A PERSON , THE PERSON WILL FORGIVE YOU AGAIN AND AGAIN AFTER YOU SAY SORRY!
I HAVE CAME TO MY LIMIT THAT I DON'T THINK I WILL BE ABLE TO FORGIVE YOU ANYTIME SOON!

YOU HAVE EVERYTHING
YOUR GOOD IN STUDIES
HAVE THE LOOKS
HAVE THE BODY
GOOD WITH SPORTS
GOOD WITH GIRLS
GOOD WITH PEOPLE

WHAT DO I HAVE?

I HAVE NOTHING
I AM NOT GOOD WITH STUDIES
I DON'T HAVE THE LOOK
I DON'T HAVE THE BODY
I AM NOT GOOD IN SPORTS
I AM NOT GOOD WITH GIRLS
I AM NOT GOOD WITH PEOPLE

DOES THAT MEAN THAT JUST BECAUSE I LACK EVERYTHING THAT YOU HAVE , I HAVE TO BE THE ONE AT THE BACK SUPPORTING YOU?
WHY DO I WORK?
BECAUSE I WANT TO LESSEN THE LOAD OF THE FAMILY!
I DON'T REALLY SHOP A LOT FOR CLOTHES, I DO IT ONLY ONCE IN A BLUE MOON , ONLY WHEN I KNOW THAT I WILL STILL HAVE ENOUGH TO EAT!


I FUCKING HATE THIS LIFE
I WAS BORN TO A GOOD FAMILY
BUT EVER SINCE DAD DIED
EVERYTHING GOES HAY WIRE

EVERYONE WILL HAVE EXPECTED THE ELDERLY TO BE MORE RESPONSIBLE
BUT WHY DO I HAVE TO BE THE ONE WHO IS CONSTANTLY WORKING?
HOW MANY JOBS HAVE I WORKED?
HOW MANY TIMES DO YOU HAVE TO UPSET THE FAMILY!?


I LIVE IN THE SAME ROOM AS YOU, YOU DESTROY THE ROOM!

THIS IS THE FIRST QUARREL THAT I HAVE STARTED IN THIS FAMILY !


EVERYTIME I JUST FEEL LIKE DIEING BUT WHO WILL MUM DEPEND ON?


FUCK I JUST WANT TO EXPRESS MY ANGER