Not feeling jolly

Feeling pretty lousy lately,not sure why.
Perhaps its because of the new job,
or perhaps its because of the people around me,
probably its because of me being tired.

No mood to do everything.
Had a weird dream yesterday night, the dream was really intense and real.
Waking up, there's a fear of that event happening.
I better get better control of my mood before it gets the best of me.


Recently have been really irritated by the below categories.

The Emo
The type of person who always feels sad about everything
They are the people that i really don't like, they are always so moody and quite. It's like a torture to be with them!They are so upset about everything in life, they don't see people who are far worst then them.
"If your life suck so bad, tell you what, drop dead."
I have already came to a point that i have no sympathy for the people who are the emo extremes,
when they don't really have a problem in life they act like their life suck.
Screw them!
They want people to pacify them, give them attention , ask if they are alright.
Alright, lets say everyone is married and have their own kids 20 years down the road.
The emos(if they are hardcore emos) probably will not have a family of their own.
They are so emo they can't even handle with themselves, if they cannot handle with themselves, don't expect them to be anymore responsible with anybody else.


p/s: "It is okay to feel upset once in awhile, but nobody could be upset everyday!"
The Overly-Self-love
This kind of people only knows how to love himself/herself.
They do not care about others , all that is in their mind is " ME! ME! ME! and more Me!"
They put themselves as the priority forever.
As long as they have this self-love attitude.
They will not be able to really love anybody else.
On one of my PD lesson "Love" was defined as "The act of letting go of our own needs and insecurities in order to deeply care for the emotional,spiritual,physical and intellectual well-being of another person."
It is obvious that the overly-self-loved does not have the ability to do that.

The Full-Of-Themselves
They think that they are the best and the smartest.
They think that they are always right and pushes on with confident in every argument.
They thinks that they know everything just because they have heard about it before.
They acts like a superior when they are around everybody.
They are eager to let other people know that they have done well or completed first.
They almost always are loud when they have completed a assignment 1st to let other people know.
They hate losing to other people. (because they are so full of themselves)
They always tries to finish 1st.(with the help of a superior or someone with better knowledge)
They feel bad when people finishes before them.
They think that they are very popular in every case.
They expect people to need their help.(because they think that other people are not as smart as him/her)



Well well, not a very nice post. But if you think that you belong to any of the above points listed, well i have nothing to say.

Well then, will be busy with school work and stuffs.
Probably post soon to get the christmas mood going =)